Self-realization

I forget too many things, I keep a notebook, but I even forget that I keep things in my notebook, like… notebook existed…?


Buddha said "Self Realization" is the only way or the key or the watevs.


So I have to re-remeber it myself like "hey wake wake" myself and always re-remember that people can't tell me that I forgot to wash my undies or my socks.

See,

I have to do it myself, and re-remember.

Oh yeah, I had dirty socks on my FLOOR!!!!!




satire. ;)

While i'm trying the Bootcamp (mac) issue, i am away for a vacation and there I...

I threw up after I drank 3.5 shots.

Oh the vomit days.
I did not miss you.


When do you become a pro?
Many people ask, and many say the same, actually.

"When you stop making mess" I remember this one underground Dj telling me that.

"Cleaner and tidier, after work, clean up, leave no trace, move on" and on and on.
He was the island's best audio visual subcontractor. Singapore island.

By the fourth time I walked up to the trash can, I was casually vomiting.
I was like a retired soldier. Oh... this again. Barf. Barf barf.


Good bye Tequila.

ブログ的な投稿です。

デジタル世界になって、現実と非現実がどんどん感覚的に曖昧なものになってゆきます。

現実ってなんだっけ。

パソコンの中が現実なのか。この。写真とか。

現実にないじゃん！（プリントしないかぎり）




とか叫んでいるのですが、この時代、スクリーン越しに写真見るわけですな。



非現実の方がリアルなんですよ。このカタカナ和製英語とか（大爆笑）。
リアルなんですよ、って東京人がテレビで使う関西弁のやうだ。
夏目漱石の猫になった気分で世界は回る。

先の文は英訳するとメイクセンスします。



ネガがなく、ナマ（RAW）しかない時代がデジタル時代の一番の違いだと思います。

この違いを根本的に理解することがデジタル写真の明日になるんでしょうか。

Dean said

Dean said I have to show myself.

Like three times, in the course of like 3 years.

Hello because this is a blog and everyone shows themselves on their blog.

Hello everyone.

RAINBOW

You gotta know how to read the rainbow.

Sounds corney. But this is colorimetrics.

Please follow.

My sketch. 

WHAT is WHITE?

In DIGITAL it means 0 information. (or too much "it's got no data")
Because, ya know, its digital "negative" (censor).

Nowdays, you can ;click one click and things happen like WHITE.

But back in the days, you needed to know what WHITE meant in digital language. 0 and 1 language.
It means R=0(255), G=0(255) and B=0(255). Color is 3 dimensional.

The curve shows the amount of "cut-off" of colors of the paper.
It was only our eyes in dark that said "diiiiz isssss whaaiiiiiit" and then u print it and see in daylight to see if you're useful.

It's very hard to see 'nothing'.

hahaha.

so

i took out my cover image (for the webpage) and voila!

I even forgot to capitalise "I".


Ahem.

I'm working on my life (lol) and that means photo too.
I have to do laundry first.
Then eat.
Then go gotta make money some more out there.

And after few more things like cleaning and brushing my teeth, my photo gets ready like in an oven.
Just, like that.

well

Product for HQ Packaging .com(?)

That's right.

I'd do anything to 'shoot'.

I'm just shooting.
Sounds like an addict.

I'm just breathing.
And pressing that "clicking" thing on my camera.

so

Everyone is thirsty. 

Is it the heat, or is it poverty?

Holy shit, people would kill with this heat. 

Los Angeles is getting better though.